Sevgiyle Beslenen Kalpler

could it be shivering that made me realise I was a soul with a weak human skin unless associated with the essence and purity of love and life? I do not know, but it is most likely true that we realise things through moments where our brains travel to somewhere else. and so our heart can speak freely.

without a purpose in life you just feel like a swinging chair.

and unless you have a purpose, unless someone sits on you and starts to swing you are in an uncertainty which you can leave with dignity and discover your own truth. you will feel like you've been compelled to discover your own truth though uncertainty. and you will rise. you will not feel like a swinging chair anymore, you will feel like you. which will be really good.

or the other option is
the uncertainty will irritate you too
but
from this irritation you will not choose to learn
but you will choose to comply.

and you will let the situation give you your purpose.
rather than yourself opening your arms and asking for your heart to shine, for your ears to focus on the mellifluous words of your heart,
you will let yourself to get used to being a swinging chair.

you won't know why you are a swinging chair
but you will get used to it
even more
since you will definitely seek a purpose-

or lets say most probably

you will

you will let someone

someone sit and swing

sit and swing on you.


and when your ropes worn out someday in the future,
you'll wonder why.

it won't be late,
the mellifluous words will still be there

but your ears might not hear as clearly as before

or they might who knows.

just that

you will try to justify yourself
for letting someone sit on you

you won't be able to justify

and you will

say you can't hear anymore

m e l li f lou s s s s be au tif ull wooor ds zzz.

listen to them now. <3